Big Brother 2: Confessionals

Week 1

“	I have signed up to partake in this Big Brother ORG. It's a new experience, because I'm hardly familiar with the show. From what I've heard, it's basically Survivor in a house. Survivor is my favorite show, so this should be fun. The moment the game began I started talking to people. The only people here who I'm not friends with on Facebook are Shannon and Drake. Also, Panda has no means of communication. With a failure to communicate, he may be out early. I have no idea who Drake is at all, and all I know about Shannon is that she beat one of my best friends in a Facebook Survivor before. I don't know anything else about her, which is probably bad. The first person I talked to was Charley. She straight up revealed to me that she has an alliance with Dallas. Either I'm super good at convincing people to spill things, or she just doesn't care if I know. After the first challenge, it may be smart to put them against each other for eviction. I then talked to Lucas, who wanted to argue more than talk about the game. I then spoke to Aston, and he offered an alliance right off the bat. However, he's closer to Nick than to anyone else. They are also a dangerous duo. I then spoke to Joan, and he seemed happy that I was playing. He then described how creepy his country's version of Big Brother is. I also spoke with Jemarc. Jemarc and Lucas are two people that I'm a bit scared of, because I completely backstabbed them both in a previous ORG. My first order of business was to convince Jemarc that I would be playing this ORG a lot differently. I also talked to Adam, but he's a very notorious player. He's also infamous for going out early in ORGs. That may prove threatening for likability. He also seemed too engaged in our conversation, like he's deliberately trying to play a social game. I think he's trying to be the villain. I also talked to Dallas, and he didn't even mention Charley. He appears to be playing harder than she is. I don't think his mind is necessarily "in the game", though. Lastly, I talked to Sharky. Sharky is probably who I'm most scared of. He's a nice guy, but also strategic and physically strong. He's in two different ORG All-Stars. He also knows how I tend to play, so he may find me threatening. And that leaves one person who I have not mentioned. Isaac. He's probably gonna play a quiet, not super strategic game. He just seems like the type to do so. I think it would also be best to try and socialize to death so I don't end up qualifying for eviction. This should be fun...	”
–Luke

“	Our first challenge occurred, and I spent hours trying to come up with two truths and a lie that sounded believable enough. The lie was that I was born in North Carolina or something like that. People always tell me that I sound like I'm from North Carolina, so it was believable enough. I also tried to socialize more with Sharky, and make him believe that I have no idea how to play so he doesn't see me as a threat. Other than that, I tried to be honest with him about some things. Perfect way to gain trust. I also talked to Charley, and tried to form an alliance. My plan is to infiltrate the alliance of Charley and Dallas, and try and break it from the inside. She accepted my offer, luckily. I'm still working on socializing with Sharky to gain his trust. Then I'll ask him for an alliance once I'm sure I have it. I also spoke to Shannon and Drake for the first time. Shannon said one thing to me and that was it. I tried to start a conversation with Drake, but he has an unusual habit of going silent during conversations. He asked me if I knew anyone, so obviously I'm not gonna tell him that I know just about the entire cast. I told him I knew a few people, but that was it. He says he doesn't know many. That'll make him an easy ally, because he's gonna go to the person who talks to him the most. I'll make sure that person is me. As of now, I seem to socialize best with Sharky. He appears to be somewhat of a good player. I can't trust those types of people. But for now, I'll need to socialize with him a whole bunch, then ask for an alliance later.	”
–Luke

“	I seem to get along well with Joan. I had a good personal conversation with him, until he randomly left. I think he may prove to be a good ally, though. I just fear that him and Sharky may be super close, so it's gonna be difficult being allied with them both. Another contestant I seem to get along with is Dallas. But I mostly just joke around with him and such. This game requires socializing constantly, so I have to keep my social game level high. My biggest current fear is someone I haven't talked to as much winning the first challenge. Because it's not physical (flash game), anyone can win it. I'm strongly hoping either me or one of my allies wins it. If someone I don't talk to as much wins it, I'll be out of luck.	”
–Luke

“	Jemarc, 20 College Student So the game begins. 14 house guests from every part of the globe. different personalities, different walks of life but with a common goal: to with the title of Big Winner. The shy boy from the Philippines is in it too! :) And the thing is, I kinda liking it. Tho its only the first day of the game. And there goes our first HoH competition: "Lie to me" wherein we have to distinguish which lie is which. and its kinda hard to think about it considering its just the first day. (duh, that's the whole part of the game, silly.)	”
–Jemarc

“	I just spoke to Luke and Aston. well nothing much due to the fact I knew him(Luke; well for the sake of the game, I'll just take it back. haha!) and we've kinda-how to put this, acquaintance-y? haha. trying to make first impression here. haha! and also Joan! well the only conversation we had so far is some smileys and a Hi's. so lets see how this thing goes! :P	”
–Jemarc

“	So I just talk to some of the contestants. emphasis on "some" cause a number of these guys - I haven't had the time or courage to talk to. First impression is one of the big aspects of this game. hope mine is not bad. And the statements for the competition has just arrived. Tho there's only 12 who sent their respective statements. I wonder what happened to those two? well I guess I'll gun shot this thing and hope that I hit the right answers, well most of it. :)	”
–Jemarc

“	im trying to do my best. these people are all new to me. lol i got to see how many friends i can make.	”
–Shannon

“	I've just send my HOH answers. Hope I nailed it? :/ Tho I don't like the PoV thingy. Haha and also I don't want to be nominated like the first week! That sucks. But on the other hand, Yay! Cause I made my 1st and 2nd official in-game friends. Haha Motherhen is the first. And I LOVE HER! Like she became my friend and 2nd mother in this competition. We've just *snaps* clicked instantly. Im going to stick with her throughout this competition. We've got each other's back, thats the plan. :D 2nd is Mick or Lucas. Hahaha. Felt like I just have to talk to this guy and I did. Haha it was so much fun talking to him. Sharing stories and experiences. And correcting that Japan's time is not the as the Philippines'. Haha. Well I'm considering others I've talked too as friends but not as much as these two. :) and hoping and praying that the happy-go-lucky but shy boy from the Philippines is safe for this week. :D	”
–Jemarc

“	well shannon was supposed be alligned with me so i'm not too concerned.	”
–Adam

“	The worst possible outcome for the challenge: Shannon wins it. Guess who won it? Ugh. But immediately after she won, Sharky and I tried to start conversations with her. We spoke at the same time to her, while talking to each other. She told us both the exact same things! So Sharky and I are frightened that we'll be first on the block for eviction, and that basically means that I'm out since there is no way in Hell that I'll beat Sharky at anything. So she asked us both to be in an alliance with her and Drake. The two people who neither of us know. I told Sharky to accept the offer, because it's all we have right now. I tried to convince Shannon that I trust her, so maybe I won't be first out. However, obviously Drake and Shannon realize that they're out of place here with a bunch of people that don't know them. To gain Shannon's trust, I told her that I won't put them up for eviction if I win the next challenge (I wasn't planning to anyways). She seems nice, but I'm skeptical of nice people. She brought up how loyal she was to my friend in the ORG she beat her in, so she does seem like a loyal player. But when one person tells the exact same thing to two people, I can't trust them...	”
–Luke

“	but for real I'm thinking Aston and nick! one they no each other, two they just now added me, and three I want to go big. lol.	”
–Shannon

“	So the results for HoH is just in. And yes, I lost. By a frigging huge margin. Me and Lucas were in the bottom. Im just hoping that I wouldn't be nominated for this. Its hard not knowing what the others are thinking. Who are they voting, what is the group's consensus. -___- oh well. I guess like I've said, I hope I wouldn't be nominated. But hey! Motherhen won. And I'm happy for her. :)	”
–Jemarc

“	Currently I'm hoping for the best, but expecting the worst. Not a cell in me has the slightest amount of trust in Shannon. She told Sharky and I the same thing, we're obviously going to be the nominees for eviction. I'm madly paranoid, but there's nothing I can do currently. I just have to sit around and hope I'm not put for eviction. There is no way to strategize out of this. I don't know why Sharky and I would be Shannon's targets, it seems a bit random. If I'm first out, which I very well may be, oh well. At least I tried hard. Maybe too hard and that's probably what cost me. Hahaha.	”
–Luke

“	Apparently Shannon put up Nick and Aston for eviction. She also made an alliance chat with Drake, Sharky, myself and Lucas. If she betrayed someone in this alliance, it would be a terrible strategic move because it would prove that she isn't trustworthy. I think her and Drake have a finals deal, but that'll be dealt with as time goes by. At this point in time, we just need to stick to this alliance. Because if someone is betrayed, that will prove disloyalty. I can try and create a core alliance with Sharky to oppose the core alliance of Drake and Shannon. I fear that Shannon will dominate challenges, so it will be good to be aligned with her for now.	”
–Luke

“	Well, Nick quit the game. Rather abrupt, but at least the first person is out. Apparently Aston declared war on Shannon. That's gonna be a problem if I win the next challenge, seeing how I'm aligned with both. This should be interesting. I have to just hope that someone in my alliance wins the next challenge, because I really hope I lose it. If I win it, I will be in a position where I have to betray one of my two alliances. Since this is a relatively large alliance, I think there is a good chance that one of us will win next. But I can't get cocky. The main thing is, I don't want to be aligned with this alliance forever, because Drake and Shannon are super close. I need to make a core deal with either Sharky or Lucas. That will help greatly.	”
–Luke

“	Yay! I'm safe, hahaha. Couldnt be more happier. Thank you, Motherhen! :) and I guess thank you but at the same time dang it! Random shizz, cause I wont compete in the post veto competition. One challenge is enough for me for this week. Hahaha. But with the power of veto still up for grabs, I'm not yet safe. I hope Motherhen wins and does not change the set of nominees. And whats with Nick?! He wants to quit then the next thing he wants to continue. I mean, OH. MY GOSH, make up your mind, man. Goodness	”
–Jemarc

“	So Aston and Nick are up for eviction. Nick quit, but asked to be let back in. And he was let back in. -_- Complete bull, I felt like quitting in protest. Hahaha. So I'm being pressured by Drake and Shannon to vote Aston. I can do that and betray an alliance member, but that move will prove poor for me. Immediately after he saw he was up, he told everyone to vote Nick. Lucas brought up that we may not have the numbers, seeing as how him, me, Drake, and Sharky are four votes voting him. And Adam and Jemarc have confirmed to be voting Aston. That would be the majority if we all vote him. I don't necessarily want Charley and Dallas to vote Aston, because I want there to be some astray votes so it wouldn't look like I betrayed Aston. It's barely even a betrayal, seeing as how we haven't spoken since he asked me for an alliance. He speaks openly in the group, but not so much personally. That makes him not a super close ally. Also, he's a challenge monster. That makes him a good choice for eviction. Also, I told Aston that I'd vote Nick. So I need to have some astray votes so I don't look like a liar.	”
–Luke

Week 2

“	So Aston was evicted from the house. Uhm, he's a great competitor but I don't know if Im going to be happy or what about that cause well, we're only acquaintances, I felt like I've missed the chance to know about him more and vice versa but at least I'm safe. :P and yeah, I voted with the majority so cheers! Hahaha. Another week "inside" the big brother house with intense(I think?) competition for the HoH. But at least Motherhen and I are loyal to each other. :)	”
–Jemarc

“	Okay, I had to resort to a strategy I did not want to resort to using. Sharky and I agreed that we didn't like how Shannon and Drake were telling everyone what to do. Sharky brought up the idea of betraying them after this next challenge, but that would end poorly. I don't want that on my records, because the whole alliance would then come after me. So my plan was to do poorly in the challenge and let someone else do the work of having to nominate people. I run the risk of being nominated, but I'd rather take my chances and at least have a chance, rather than winning it and betraying some people, ruining my chance. So Sharky told me his score, and I made sure that it was bigger than mine. I even ensured that my score could be beaten by anyone. So after this challenge, if I get past eviction I can try hard in the challenges once again. Because then I wouldn't have to pull off the big betrayal.	”
–Luke

“	Hahaha. Drake asked Charley for an alliance, and told her the exact same things he told Sharky and I. But then he told the alliance that he did so. So he is not reliable at all. It appears that him and Shannon are basically the same person. I fear that Sharky and I are gonna be the nominations. But we'll have to try overly hard to win the POV. We have plans to rid of Drake and Shannon, and if we don't, the others will. The two think they're running the show. Unbeknownst to them, everyone is against them.	”
–Luke

“	So yeah, the 2nd HoH was done and i frigging lost. Haha. But anyways, people throwing my name to be one of the nominees. Motherhen said it was from half of the house? But ehy. Ive done nothing wrong from them. I hope thats not true. Im not yet ready to leave the house yet. :(	”
–Jemarc

“	Well Motherhen formed a group of 5 of us :) it was started before the end of the hoh. Sharky Luke Lucas Drake Motherhen We named it 4 men and 1 hen. Sharky named it. And we love it. Motherhen told me me to make a side alliance. So I did. And it's the squid squad. Charley (charley named it) Motherhen Drake And Dallas Ha I also have Adam, and Jerec. In my pocket. :)	”
–Drake

“	Just so you know charley,Motherhen and Dallas and I are just as strong. I am puting them up to fake a power couple. I want someone out that will be in my way later. I can't say u til after veto is used. Just wanted to so it should be a blineside. :)	”
–Drake

“	Helloo! This is Charley, btw. Soooo basically, Drake and Shannon aren't very good Big Brother players... They go into a place with people who know each other, talk to each other all the time, and then think that they can make alliances with all of us and we won't talk. But, they set up an alliance with me and Dallas, and then went and told everyone about it. I found that out from Sharky and from LP. They are such douchebags, like it's the second round. Have some loyalty to someone. And then they brag because "Oh, we have everyone around our finger!" They put me and Dallas up as pawns, but I don't trust them. I'm going to try and win VETO so I don't have to rely on someone else to take me off the block.	”
–Charley

“	BOOYEAH!! I won PoV! Hahaha. Well I didn't know how it went because the last thing I knew Sharky was on the lead then boom, I was declared the winner. And now, since I am the Post-Veto winner, I have 3 choices: 1st: I'll keep the nominations the same, making both same nominees Drake gave up for eviction. 2nd: take Charley off then Drake must now replace her with someone else. Well not me, of course. :) 3rd: take Dallas off and then Drake must replace him with someone. Good thing I'm safe! Haha and yeah, motherhen and I are still in an alliance. :) and yes, with Drake, too. And to that person I just frigging save for another week, may that person be in like help me in return. :)	”
–Jemarc

Week 3

“	Aww. Mick has been evicted. goodness. I was in awe for I realized I became a minority vote. hahaha. but kidding aside. its sad to see one of my in-game friends go. I wish he could have gone further but its the principles of the game you win some, you lose some. and yeah. I have to lie to Drake and Shannon about me voting for Lucas. I hope I'm won't get caught because I sucked at lying. In other news. I'm like talking strategy to the both of them. its like fun when you know you're in the upper hand in this game. And I hope it stays like that. :)	”
–Jemarc

“	okay so I'm back. had so many things to do for the last 3 days that I clearly forgot to socialize and talk to other people from the game. BTW, the challenge was like therapeutic for me but I now hate having time differences with most of the players and the mods. I was disqualified in the challenge for sending my score late. bummer. effort wasted. I think I will win the HOH title if I have had send it like 27 FREAKING minutes early. Now fearing of becoming a nominee, I'll just have to wait, anticipate, see the result and hoping for a good news, not bad.	”
–Jemarc

“	Just had a sweet argument with Sharky. he told me: "Just so you know, I'm nominating you in Big Brother... I've heard from a few people that you talked about targeting me if you win HOH and that makes me nervous. blah blah blah..." I am shocked because none of that was true! like I've said, I wasn't able to talk to other people because of me being busy. I can fully understand if he told me that I became a challenge threat and he was nominating me because of that but N-O. To that person telling lies, here's one way ticket to hell. seriously, that person is f*cked up. and so as Sharky. where's the "Im not going to nominate you." thingy?! And he's telling me "goodluck to POV" oh, man, I will beat you down, you son of a b**ch.	”
–Jemarc

“	At this point in the game I'm really only loyal to 2 people LP, and Charley. One one hand you have Shannon and Darke who trust me, but they are really running this whole game right now. And on the other you have sketchy people like Jemarc, Nick, and Adam. I'm really stuck between a rock and a hard place this week.	”
–Sharky

“	Alright so LP and I decided that it would be better to nominate Jemarc and Adam this week. But luckily we still have the opportunity to backdoor Drake. And then Shannon is still sitting out of the next few challenges.	”
–Sharky

“	In the end I need Drake and Shannon in this game because they at least have my back for now, and they are good at challenges. As long as they keep winning it means I keep winning	”
–Sharky

Week 4

“	Well, this is quite unusual. I was picked for POV this time. Of course, I didn't care to win it. I don't want to have to remove someone from eviction and upset my alliance. But other than this, nothing has really been going on lately. Isaac got put up and threw a fit about it. But he needs to grow up sometime, because he acts like a child sometimes. Shannon isn't allowed to compete in a few challenges, because she cheated. Which means that she lost any possibility of getting my Jury vote. But it is what it is. Drake is also a huge sheep. Other than winning challenges, he only does what he is told. Sharky and I have been conspiring against Shannon lately. But she is not a threat until she can do challenges again. We do not want to betray Drake yet, because he is an extra vote. So we'll just see what happens in the long span of things.	”
–Luke

Week 5

“	Jemarc, 20 College Student Whew. So Nick won and decided to put up Shannon and Drake. saying that theyre on an alliance with each other... hmmm. I'm a part of that too! hahaha. but WTF, I mean, theyre the most likable to leave the house but come on! its a game. dont put your personal thingy in it. it wasn't a strategy, it became a revenge. shoot. I hope one of them wins so it wouldnt be so hard on my side to choose. cause I love them both, friendly love that is. :) but still...	”
–Jemarc

“	After the nominations, Nick approached me. so I asked him why them? he told me that they were gunning for him and then started saying stuff. I.BECAME.BORED. SORRY, DUDE. but then, he asked me if I knew anything about them working together, of course I knew cause I was working with them too! but for the sake of me being loyal to them, I didnt tell him. instead I stopped down and played stupid. I though he wasnt going to fall into that but he did. silly kiddo. haha but then he asked me that if we could work together. assuming that he and I talk often, he assumes that I'm on board. but oh well. I'm just gonna play this game really careful. its enough that I have sharky as my enemy and I'd like the numbers to stay like that. :)	”
–Jemarc

Week 6

“	SAD TO SEE MOTHERHEN GO. I was really, really sad to see her leave the competition and if I were to put in a situation like hers, I would do the same. we were so close, Her, Drake and I. its like a part of me was chopped off when I heard the news. and I respect her decision. no one can blame her for that plus, she saved drake from elimination. sacrifice or not, its a sigh of relief that I wont choose between the two of my closest allies in the game. and as promised, I will never leave Drake's back. hope he does that too to me. :)	”
–Jemarc